blinders.

I've had my share of deadbeats. Lawd knows I have. I guess that's why I say/do the things I do. I've had my share of experiences. I wake up every morning to a picture of my husband. Say/think what you will but he is the GREATEST thing I've ever had. & the funny thing is when we argue I think of every name in the book I can think of to call him but when the guns withdraw I love him wholeheartedly. He may not be a 10 on somebodies scale but I'm the one that has to wake up to him every morning & I think that sumabitch is gorgeous. & my opinion is the only one that matters. I go threw tumblr & twitter profiles seeing all these lonely ungrateful females bitching about the wrong things. Appreciate what YOU have. Why are you using the next bitch to validate what you feel?! Thats not happiness, hun. Your insecurities will cause you to be sitting up in the house bitter & disgruntled.

"Can't believe that it's over baby, but every bruise on my heart, you gave me."

Now, if he's genuinely a piece-of-shit nigga by all means get rid of him. No one should have to put up with that. I've been on both ends of the spectrum. I've been the one holding the cards & the bitch getting dealt the shitty hand. Trust me, there is no better feeling than when you finally free yourself from that raggedy, ratchet ass bitch. I'm not saying your not going to "miss what y'all had" but once you realize that it wasnt much in the first place, you'll sing a different tune. I've had 2, maybe 3 ex's that were genuinely good people. Everybody aint for you. YOU are the only person that can truly keep your best interest at heart. Take care of yourself.