Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009.

wow. 2009 was a REALLY good year for me. I brought in the new year with my family & then fiance (who is now my husband). I spent January & February in El Paso (Texas, USA) getting mentally ready for my move abroad. I'd never been to Europe, now I reside in Germany! :o) I got married 3.3.2009♥ & left for Germany on 12th. I've made A LOT of changes since then.. I try to be less angry & aggravated. I'm still confrontational but hey, thats me. I'm learning to pick my battles. Don't get it confused. I'll never be timid. I just know what's worth fighting for. I've realized that I have to leave the petty arguments to children. I'm not "changing" myself in 2010. I like ME the way I am. It was the ppl around me that needed to be adjusted...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

hi.

My name is: Glenesse.
My blogger name is: Black-Barbi3.
My friends call me: Glenesse, Glen, David.
I live in: Kaiserslautern, Germany.
My birthday’s on: September 28.
Right now I am: sick :(
I like to eat: food - junk, sweet, sour, salty, spicy, hot, cold whatever.. it’s food :)
And I like to: make people happy :)
People think I am: high maintenance.
But I really am: a sweet person with a good heart. promise.
I am on blogger because: i get to say what i want & y'all let me.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

My BFF Jill



actually, her name's Frances & this BFFness was est. in 2006 :o)

Monday, December 28, 2009

what do you think?!

What's the use of doing the "right" thing if you still get treated like a criminal?! If you're already in prison, on lock down w/ no visitation you might as well slap the C.O. when he comes threw. There's nothing else they can do to you. I know I'm not the only one that feels this way. Sometimes I think about the choices that I've made. Even though most were made hastily & for the wrong reasons they did all have their own little way of working themselves out. But my question is this: if I constantly have that NEGATIVE reinforcement present what's the point?! Why should I waste my time trying to do shit differently when I always end up with the same results?! It just makes NO sense to me..

Sunday, December 27, 2009


Saturday, December 26, 2009

men dump women for 11 reasons:

#1: she was too negative
#2: he took her for granted
#3: his friends or family didn’t like her
#4: he “misread” his feelings
#5: he felt selfish
#6: they’re lives were moving in different directions
#7: all of his friends broke up with their girlfriends so he wanted to join the club
#8: he was tempted to cheat (but didn’t)
#9: things just started dying after the sex
#10: someone in the relationship was a little too serious
#11: he got bored

--lol @ # 7! pls tell me guys aren't that stupid!

Monday, December 21, 2009

feelings.

"I’ve been giving up on people too easily.If they don’t call, if they don’t try- then I don’t. It’s not fair to lay the blame on them when I’m not calling either. I’m just as much at fault. I’ve got a lot of resentment for old friends- for letting me go without a fight. I just want someone to call and say “I miss you, how are you?” I just want to call someone and say “I miss you, I’m sorry.” I want to be brave enough to stay in one place."

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Monday, December 14, 2009

soldier shit.


if you have a spouse, sibling or friend deployed down range (Iraq/Afghanistan) what i'm about to blog might strike you as strange. as a soldier i support President Obama. maybe its because of my job. even though i can be deployed, once i get there i'll more than likely stay on base.. unless i volunteer for a convoy or something i don't have to leave. soldiers mindsets are different than civilians. yeah, we'll bitch and complain about it but when the 1st & 15th roll around we're all smiles. money isn't everything but it sure does help your situation. soldiers in Iraq/Afghanistan receive tax free pay, family separation pay, imminent danger pay & the list goes on and on. we're TRAINED for this.


i remember sitting around the TV at the time of the election with my unit. you wouldn't believe how many ppl didn't want President Obama to win just because of the fact that he was talking about pulling soldiers from Iraq & Afghanistan. this is what some of us live for. you know how many soldiers have paid of their cars/homes just by doing a 12 month tour?! the best thing you can do for a soldier downrange is be supportive. they need that. emotionally & spiritually your support is what keeps them sane.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

formSPRiNG

Can I be your Jody shorty
- 0_o uh, NO. i'm HAPPILY married hun. but thnks for asking.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

mcDonalds run


top (?!). Anchor Blue jeans. ALDO boots. D&B purse

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

hard.

& my runway never looked so clear
but the hottest bitch in heels right here. no fear
& while youre gettin your cry on
i'm gettin my fly on. sincere
i see you aiming at my pedestal
i better let you know

that i, i, i, i'm so hard
yeah, yeah, yeah, i'm so hard